the couch spine EP

by genevieve grey

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1.
fakeee 05:22
lifeless on the floor until they pick you up to play... you - shiny, unnatural, unfeeling, untethered, light in weight and purpose strew filling, obstructed the the view from all the pretty worlds they've manufactured are your limbs sewn on by thread, and will you severe them til all that's left spills out on the floor? nothing to rot, a synthetic head's immune to brain decay yet seams will let and stuffing overflow stale, stagnant you remain unchanging... but does it feel the same? you're too late imitation man a late human processed core and imitating thoughts impersonating humans like the plastic bottle in the woods shrub you're a reminder of the neighbor's incessant love of the litter that won't fade with the forests decay you won't fade with the forests decay you've become frayed/'fraid of your sleek, insensate skin forged by thinner threads that can't withstand all the strain of life now you tear and you tear but there's no nerves there you're too late imitation man a late human processed core and imitating thoughts impersonating humans maybe there was a creator and maybe that creator forgot to put an organic thought in your head like she intended to, came back to mend it to find that you're full
2.
mopey :( 05:28
gold speckled eyes and freckled nose familiar in the throws of comfort lies the still foreboding movement bury the unfulfilled watch as the ground is tilled and wait for some recovery I've outgrown those yellow laughing faces, the kitchen games and braided nights they're buried below the willow with songs from when the water shown with her stunned in the aftermath to find she lingers on old wine stained fabric, hands on shoulders try to face me forward rest now these sandy feet where algae pond and soft dirt meet to will her from the water he bellows "let go!! stop wallowing!!! it's unbecoming" but my home's the willow and I relish in its weeping follow the trail he's cleared warding away the tears and further from her remnant warmth "I'd thought you'd have outgrown those mellow mossy mud baths and self indulgent tunes! the creek flows a stone's throw away; go and wash yourself of this"
3.
re: 04:24
to summarize the premise of his argument, we will know him someday we will know him someday legitimize the vacancy through reticence we will know him someday we will know him someday but I don't know a Darkness of my own I won't go the dark path to his throne the spinning Closeness - still. the voided voices - mush. liken the All to Nothing just to negate our wanting unending time of waiting helpless, patient as we hopelessly pray that we will know him someday capitalize on poetry heaven sent what a small price to pay if we'll know him someday but I don't know a Darkness of my own I won't go the dark path to his throne the spinning Closeness - still. the voided voices - mush. liken the All to Nothing just to negate our wanting liken the All to Nothing to make it all worth something
4.
perturbed :0 04:36
when the sidewalk spins to greet me in a nosedive walking 4th st my quaking bones guided to a splintered wooden bench by heroic arms warding off the concrete while a perfect sky confuses the scene, my throat is choked and cannot reply to a surprised but sweetly offered "what's on your mind?" and that's..."fine" but the glowing orb of life warms us here will bake a great divide invisible from all but one angle clear from here but not from there i try to jump and miss, and on the edge of his world i dangle see me as i'm suffocating, a glass vase filling up with steam triangles of my shattered body he'll tenderly collect and piece but i'll turn the shard around and try to fracture him but he only bleeds when the carpet by his bedside binds this balled up body bawling so grossly dampened by the floods of discontent, hear the muffled patient questions he's calling visions of mercy killing, silently severing forever a cup of tea, kiss on the cheek, exquisitely kind eyes make me think better see me as i'm suffocating, a glass vase filling up with steam triangles of my shattered body he'll tenderly collect and piece i'll turn the shard around and try to fracture him but he only bleeds clear to opaque, with sudden weight a cracked cup overflowing grating on a bare mind breathe, breathe back lucidity don't leave but leave behind insidious ideas guised as profundity see me as i'm suffocating, a glass vase filling up with steam triangles of my shattered body he'll tenderly collect and piece but i'll turn the shard around and try to fracture him but he only bleeds these words will make the sharp blade blunt and though these hands are brave, they're tender he only bleeds

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released September 6, 2021

music, lyrics, performance, mixing etc by genevieve shafer
tech support + equipment provider/setter-upper + opinions by ben mundt


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